every breath you take..

Every breath you takeAnd every move you make

Every bond you break, every step you take

I'll be watching you

Every single day

And every word you say

Every game you play, every night you stay

I'll be watching you

Oh, can't you see

You belong to me?

How my poor heart aches

With every step you take

Every move you make

Every vow you break

Every smile you fake, every claim you stake

I'll be watching you

Since you've gone I've been lost without a trace

I dream at night, I can only see your face

I look around, but it's you I can't replace

I feel so cold, and I long for your embrace

I keep crying baby, baby please.

Oh, can't you see

You belong to me?

How my poor heart aches

With every step you take

Every move you make

Every vow you break

Every smile you fake, every claim you stake

I'll be watching you

Every move you make, every step you take

I'll be watching you

are you swaying with the music? :)

you know they will be there~~~

met with jas last week.. accompanied her to marina.. then met the rest.. chilled at coffee club.. we then decided to walk home.. but we only managed to walk till outram and we cabbed back to my place..

then we changed into pajamas.. and we photo taked again!
anyway.. tuesday classes are so boring with all the boring and lousy teachers! skipped e-commerce..that teacher is full of craps.. and nobody even understand his lesson! self declared holidays for tomorrow and friday! love it!

some of my friends say that i'm back to my normal self.. they say i become more quiet and less talkative when i am in a relationship.. seriously i can't really tell the difference.. some say i am still as chatty.. but whether i am chatty or quiet depends on my mood.. i can get grouchy in a early morning or when my bag is very heavy and hurting my shoulders or the weather is effing hot esp 3 in the afternoon!! i anti the sun alot!

there's this guy who adds me in msn

me:oie! who are you?

him:your fb friend..

then i went to see his fb.. and for some reason i deleted him from my msn..

him: if you mind.. i can delete you if you want

me: i mind eh!

him: you really do.. :(

me: actually i already deleted you.. but dun know why you can still talk to me..

him: =/ ow... ánd you claim yourself as nice ): lol k nvm bye.

for your info.. i did claim myself in fb as miss nice.. but.. that doesn't mean i have to be nice to everyone i dun know right? i will be nice if i feel that you totally deserve that kind of attention from me..

got to watch my vampire diaries now! xoxo!

changed my hair colour to dark brown but it looks more like black.. and it looks o-so-werid! hopefully after a few wash, the colour will fate.. :) my sis says she loves me more coz my hair is black and looks more like a good girl.. i shall see how long the "love me more" can last.. ;)
siew also changed her hair to black.. we transform from ah lians to good girls.. :) but she still looks like a ah lian after all.. LOL..
tomorrow gonna meet her..
buddy accompanied me the whole day today.. catched 2012.. awesome show! friday the 13 is indeed a very sway day for her.. is it sway for you guys? and the rain just can't STOP! love it when i am sleeping.. but hate it when i am out! gtg sleep now! night! happy weekends!
love all my friends.. you are my pillar of strength! xoxo!

无数个夜晚任性的被你宠坏

我曾想就这样耍赖

如今默默呼吸孤单

失去了什黱 还剩下什黱 不再等待

面对你慷慨无节制的爱我该不该勇敢的离开

对自己坦白爱狠狠的还在

找朋友陪伴都比不过另一半

泪在眼里打转爱已变成黑白

找不到答案也不想谎言主宰

对彼此坦白我们真的失败

背叛不是意外就算承诺不再

新欢成了旧爱爱的没了姿态

我会释怀让时间把一切都冲淡

失去了什黱 还剩下什黱 不再等待

面对你慷慨无节制的爱

我该不该勇敢的离开

对自己坦白爱狠狠的还在

找朋友陪伴都比不过另一半

泪在眼里打转爱已变成黑白

找不到答案也不想谎言主宰

对彼此坦白我们真的失败

背叛不是意外就算承诺不再

新欢成了旧爱爱的没了姿态

我会释怀让时间把一切都冲淡

就让它冲淡

love elva's new songs.. esp this one..! 坦白.. listen to it and you will love the meaning of the song! :)

on my way back just now.. there's this crazy guy asking if i have 50cents.. then i say no.. then he ask if i have $1.. i said no again.. then he say he give me $2.. then i said i dun want..then he still try to put the $2 in my bag.. i said no!
then when we were at the escalator, he was 4 steps in front of me.. then he started to move down one step.. so i didn't bother much..then he took another step back with a sly smile.. then i moved back as well..and he is still talking about his $2..! -.-
you think i want your 2 bucks? you asked money from me.. and now you wanna give it to me..! wtf!
then when we reach.. he waited for me!!! then he say again! i give you $2 to eat you dun want ah.. i say I DUN WANT.. then he attempt to put inside my fucking bag again! this time.. i shouted I DUN WANT!!!!!!!!!!!! then some KPOS looked at us.. then he walked away!
why am i so sway.. there's this stalker few months back who will peep through my house .. now another F TARD.. ma de!
when is my lady luck coming back to me...?
thank you for all the sayangs! much appreciated and love it lots! :) :) :)

back from my netball game.. good workout.. hopefully there are more sports activity coming up..;) both of my sisters and qihui were with their fake lashes.. was cursing their eye lashes to drop the whole time.. but surprisingly.. it's still intact when we reach home.. i shall do that the next time.. HAHA..
some pics to share.. ;D

outram netball players..we shall continue playing netball even when we reach 40 plus but in slow motion and with our lovely kids...alright? love my mates~~

our loser pose

we manage to have 15 players.. HAHA.. power right?

have to close my eyes or look somewhere most of the time.. coz i look restless..

lydia's expression is hilarous as usual..she always have werid expression when it comes to photo taking..

last pic before we end our day.. ;)

went malaysia last sunday and reach home at 5.30 in the morning.. slept for merely an hour and off to school.. swear i will never do that again coz it's damn tiring.. i was like a greenhorn when we reach malaysia.. asking random questions and stuff..

went to sing k.. and it's cheap lah.. each around 33 rgn..the room is big and got 2 complimentary drinks..

xoxo, hy

sometimes should you keep trying or just stop?

i can forgive but not forget all the times..

down with high fever and yet i still play mj..i was even asked to club and i even agreed even though i am feeling giddy.. but it's was cancel lah.. told my sis that i am feeling giddy few days back.. and she gave me the whatever look coz she says that i like to say i am sick when i am not.. i do like to fake about myself being sick when i was much younger lah.. but now.. -.-
feel like an old lady now coz my back hurts like a bitch..
hopefully i can get well soon.. got to see the doc tomorrow.. :(
probably it's just a moment of impulse~~~


got to rest now.. night..!

went for a run and just got back... I FEEL SLIM! HAHA... though i run for 25minutes and walked for 1 hour plus.. but still.. i'm sure i did lose some weight! :) :)
going for a run on saturday night... hopefully i can make it a practice to exercise weekly.. :) :)
anyway.. friday is going to be so busy.. needs to buy stuff for my sister's birthday celebration.. marinate the chicken and stuff... coz we are having a bbq... :) :)
heading to the club tomorrow.. can't wait to party with my bffs.. :D :D :D

with love, hy :')
sometimes it's good to just talk behind the screens and remain things as it is... sorry.. i chickened out again...

finally back from bangkok, miss singapore quite alot! the ppl in bangkok likes to scam ppl's money.. and the place is not as clean as singapore.. safety wise.. singapore is still the best.. ;)
never really buy lotsa stuff there coz i didn't bring enough cash! what a waste man! promise to go back again with loads of cash..
went to take my weight during my bk trip.. it totally shocked me.. i thought i will never exceed 50kg.. so i took it again using another weighing machine.. and i am 50+? FML!
i'm so gonna go on diet starting from tomorrow.. i'm gonna go for a morning run tomorrow.. anyone?
i need to colour my hair before school reopens..wanna it to be brown.. and not ash and all those orange brown or whatever shit.. i always wanna a brown... purely brown.. but the hairdresser always recommend ash brown and all those orange brown? argh~! i am so gonna go for brown this time and nothing else! ;)
got to unpack my stuff now! hate it to the max! BYE!

today marks the last day of my itp.. got my full pay and a juicy couture wallet from my boss.. not really the type of wallets i will bring though.. but it's still nice to receive gifts from colleagues.. ;)
going to bbk for a 5d4n trip... hopefully i'll be back in one piece and able to buy lotsa stuff and gifts for myself and friends.. :) will be back on the same day as man yi.. 28th!
got to finish packing my stuffs coz it's only half done...
happy holidays ppl~~~~~ :) :) :)
bye!

going zouk for ladies night... dun really miss zouk when i start going to power house.. went butter last week.. as usual.. hot yet fun.... michy and i decided to wait for them outside at around 2 plus.. as there's seriously no space for us to dance...
anyway.. hopefully today i will have fun at zouk.. and i miss club hopping and the free alcohols.. here i come.. WAHAHAHA...
3 more days to end of itp... have to go back on tuesday.. to see if the intern needs more help.. and then take my pay.. and ciao for bbk.. :) :) :)
xoxo.. hy..

love jerry yan and this song.... love the lyrics.. and how can you not fall for this sweet guy with his billion dollar smile.. right.. ;)

i feel so bad for not puting in effort while others did..FML! what a friend! so upset with myself!
BTW..it can be so fun.. staying at home.. playing clubbing songs.. dancing all by yourself and dun have to care what others might think about your dance moves! cool and enjoy it like any nights in clubs.. :)
and today will be jogging with jian zhong and manyi to henderson wave.. hopefully i dun feel exhuasted half way...and decided to stop and walk home instead.. HAHA...

na na na na na na na na, hey hey hey, goodbye~~~~~~~~

i dun see the need to raise your voice at me..!! >;|
heading to the club later in the night... gonna be a great night definitely...:) meeting man for some shopping...
and my head is killing me.. argh!
gonna prepare now! have a happy weekends my friends! love.. xoxo

why do i always dun get what i want... whenever i want it.. it's not here.. when i decided to let go.. it comes back..
i hate it when i can't catch it when it's here.. only to find it when it's gone..
life's sucha crap at times..

this morning.. my sister just told me that my laptop is spoilt.. FML! -.-
if it was spoilt last week.. i will not even go bbk and save the money to buy a new com instead.. but now everything is set.. bbk trip is confirm.. i can't even say i dun wanna go... coz i didn't want to be a spoil sport... argh! anyway.. sending the com for repair..
without my laptop my following nights will be so BORING!! no MSN.. FB.. youtube.. TMD!!
and i just realise i have been saying the word fucker that my dad somehow reprimands me.. i think i should stop saying all the vulgurites in front of him... if not.. my dad will give me a slap someday...
on a lighter note.. my intern is coming tomorrow.. HOHOHO... when i talk to her on the phone.. she's so soft spoken.. and i sound so.. -.- i think i must really learn to talk softer...
anyway.. sat will be clubbing at st james.. anyway wanna come along.. beep me.. ;D
xoxo.. hy

lets stick close....

watched the last house on the left yesterday.. dun really like and enjoy the show...hate the raping scenes!!! i think i prefer action/ romance/ comedy to triller! just dun watch it ppl! went to take neos as well....

somehow i feel that we are closer.. much closer than the previous years we hang out together... i think we have make it a habit to meet weekly now whether is it for clubbing or movies... lets stick close like inseparable friends? cheers to our 6 years of friendship!

i've been feeling nervous recently for no reason.. heart beating at a irregular rate? weird...
anyway finally done with projects and logs.. feel so free suddenly.. but my boss still gives me extra work.. which sucks like shit.. excel sucks totally.. or rather i suck with excel.. i still remember myself crying during excel lessons when i can't catch up.. F and stupid...!
can't wait for ITP to end.. and my boss asked me to ask the next intern to come end of this month.. which sounds great for me.. but bad for her.. prolly i will try to ask her to come begining of sept? so that it can give me more time to remove the virus from my com! the virus in the com is lacking everything i open.. and the format changed totally as well.. so i better solve it before the next intern comes.. :)
life's such a bore after last friday.. been going home after work and idling around in the weekends... hopefully i have more dates coming up.. i used to be a homebody.. but now.. i dun wish to go home early... -.-
i so wanna enlage my social circle, have tons and tons of friends and please introduce me some butch-es.. i wanna have butch as my best friend.. but i just dun have the luck.. someone please intro? HA
got to do my work now! sayonara~~~~
xoxo hy
never go back to a guy who cheats on you..

kenny's B P

overnight at sentosa to celebrate kenny's birthday... so much fun! played lotsa games and it's really funny whenever we need to do a dare! glad that everyone is sporty enough and completed their dare without much hesitation... jun mun, shang zhi and kenny got themselves drunk and jun mun was freaking hilarious... travis disappear/ walk away the whole time at first... MIA! but joined us after he feel better.. anyway.. i believe everyone had fun! and i feel so blessed and grateful to have you guys as my best friends!!! some of my friends come and go.. but i believe we will last a life time!!! :) :) :) will post pic when blogger is working...love love love!!!!!
xoxo, hy

my colleague and i have nothing better to do... calculating how much my boss earn,resale, nb, blah blah blah.. in conclusion, my boss is rich... ONCE!! HAHA