was asked to work on saturday just now..
to prevent ppl from saying i am a BIG SHOT.. i AGREED
i will be working sat and sun from 9am to 9pm..
BIG SHOT? nah..

whatever....i am so looking forward to wednesday.. coz i am PLAYING CAPTAIN"S BALL!!
FUN FUUNNNN FFUUUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!! :D :D :D

i want to reborn my hair.. so sick and tired of blowing my hair STRAIGHT..
and it still turns out to be a little curly.. IN A UGLY WAY..

will upload pictures soon.. :) stay tune...

i am never a big shot.. i never am.. and i never feel that i am lol..
whatever i say.. is just in a joking manner.. and i am just being straight - forward and frank..
i mean i dun have to hide my feelings what.. just say what i feel is wrong?
i just dun understand.. why some ppl can misinterpret what i say so WRONGLY..
and some ppl can say things in a serious manner when it is suppose to be in a joking manner..
DUN SAY WHAT YOU ARE UNSURE OF.. COZ THE CONSEQUENCES MAY BE BIGGER THAN WHAT YOU THINK....
sometimes.. ppl just say how bad the person is ..... and they will never follow thier foot steps..
but sometimes.. you unknowingly follow...
and to miss kwok.. dun ever ACT SMART.. ppl will HATE you for that..

i have always wanna forget about the matter.. but i find it so unfair to me.. can you believe a guy SPREADING bad things about a gal.. this is more what a gal will do INSTEAD of a boy... a 18 years old boy! anyway.. he SPREADED that i did not contribute anything in the projects i DID with him.. immediately after i heard this i was like WTF..

the first IDEA project.. i asked you when we doing the project in MSN.. and i dun remember what shitty answer you gave me..
then on that day.. before school in MSN i asked you again.. and you say you and someone do already.. and i REPLIED you.. i thought we same group? why you do, never tell me?
AND YOU SAID YOU DID A LITTLE ONLY... i was pissed.. THEN.. i decided to make 2 slides myself for the project.. BUT YOU USE NONE OF THEM!!! fine!!
it's like you do the project without informing the group? and i DID ask you when we doing...so was it my fault...

the second idea project... i told you about my idea.. and you said my idea not so good.. so i was ok with it .. coz i thought yours is better?
then in school a few hours before our presentation.. we have a few hours break!!!
and i gave you fucking alot of ideas what we can do.. and you said OK.. you CAN PUT IN THE slides.... why not you say.. you just SOLELY wanna use your own idea.. and not others.. coz i dun see my ideas in your slides.. THOUGH you said OK!!!
and you SAID i did not do anything.. if you call that not doing anything.. then i think you got LOTS of PROBLEM WITH YOUR BRAIN!!!

i think you should know who i am talking about!! is YOU!!!!!!!!!! you!!!!!! A******!!!
i was so wrong.. saying how good you were AT FIRST!!!!
i was so wrong.. you *******!!!
and i heard you said" xuanen?" in the class but i was not sure.. but i was more assured when someone told me..you think i wanna do with you meh?!!! fhole....
no character +no looks= no hope!!!
>:/

finally i went nokia care to take my phone back.. hopefully there won't be a need for me to go there AGAIN.. coz i have to wait very long before it's my turn.. WASTE TIME! it's like dun noe how many times already..

some old pictures to share.. pardon for the poor shots.. coz it's taken by my phone! ;)

this game is so fun.. i played it twice.. but i am still a lousy player.. anyone wanna challenge?! ha!

good night peeps! :O

I'm so gonna stick with my present job.. and nothing else.. not going to take a second job.. so tiring.. my face never get a rest whenever i am at work or in school... money sometimes is not everything.. there is no point earning so much.. and making yourself feel so tired everyday.. i am going to loss my friends if i am still gonna make myself work everyday...galfriend, mahjong soon alright? :)

anyway.. yesterday my sales hit $1000.. i am a lucky lucky gal because PARAGON have no customers!!! my colleagues said that i have customer luck!! haha.. hope customer luck can last for forever... ;)

and today.. i had my psychology and conselling lesson.. it's like finally i took the first step to know my classmates.. and i know a FEW... :) i can't always expect ppl to take the first step right?

and just now i went to fix my stupid laptop!! the teacher asked me to make a appointment.. and there is no slots at all.. only at t22.. so i told the teacher that the problem can be solve within minutes.. he said NO...
then i say.. if the students who made a appointment and never come.. can i take thier places? he said NO again...tears then start falling without warning! it's like.. this place is so hard to find.. you wanna me come again? today's weather is so hot and i am carrying so many things you wanna me to come again?..not possible.. and crying sometimes work!! hey.. i not purposely one hor!
so the teacher ask me to write down my name... and i went to sit..
then he help me to solve the problems first.. i was the last to go in but first to leave the room hohoho.. :D

first day of school was a waste of time... i felt nervous.. palms sweating.. heart pumping fast... blur.. werid... yes.. WERID!
and my class was at T1A.. and i THOUGHT T1A is at T4..
when i saw T4 instead of T1A
i was like.. second semester still can get lost..
so i approached the teachers and asked them where is T1A..
i think they find me quite stupid.. coz they just point at the building RIGHT BEHIND ME...
where most of my lessons were held in the first semester... DUMB.. STUPID..

anyway.. today i had my hair cut.. fringe trim... coz i think my fringe looks too thick...hair to0 difficult to manage.. anyway.. have you heard before A FRIEND IN NEED IS A FRIEND INDEED... my first time hearing this was yesterday in my sister's blog.. i think the quote was good... (OMG i am so stupid.. i can only describe it as GOOD.. i can;t think of anything better words)
anyway.. then i ask my sister where she got that quote from.. and she told me she read it from somewhere when she was younger.. and she can remember until NOW.. how can she be so smart..

do you know when i was sec 4.. i do memorise vocabulary for a period of time.. and i have always tried to recall it everyday after i have learn new words? but now.. if you ask me what have i really remember.. i will say NOTHING..

how can things get out of my brain so fast.. so fast.... i hate it man... some people just read it once and they can remember it forever.. i can't....

this is quite a sad post.. but but but.. i still love who i am.. :)

have you ever think how bored will it be.. if you have to work 6 days a week.. and only have 1 day break... if it's for me.. i dun think i can take it... it's so boringggggg...

i prefer working as a part timer.. coz i dun have to work almost EVEERYDAY... i get to have 2 to 3 days break...
so i would like to be a AIR STEWARDESS.. just like my SISTER!!! :) :) :)

yesterday.. a customer make fun of me in front of her friend... RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME... :(

maybe i am too stupid to answer her question.. coz i am a newbie.. so when ppl ask mi question i will take a longer time to think.. so while i am thinking.. i gave her all the rubbish answer... and she say
YOU ALL NOT ANSWERING MY QUESTION...

but.. THE QUESTION SHE ASK IS SO NONE OF HER BUSINESS!!!! is she a MAN?!!!

NO!!!!

but luckily she got buy from me lah!!! haha... :D

and another customer came and ask about our product... and she say SHE DUN NOE WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT.....

so she left and buy from shu instead! :(

hey.. i am still trying... but i still like this job lah.. coz when you say something so convincing, the customer will buy.. or say something that they dun noe.. and they wish to know more... you will feel proud.... and in your heart you will say.. HEYHEYHEY.. I NOE... I AM SO SMART... XD

just came back from work.. got to know 2 friends!!! haha... not that kind of hi-bye friend.. is that kind will talk one.. they are really nice, approachable and PRETTY! :)

I LOVE PRETTY GALS AND HANDSOME BOYS.. XD

i am starting to love my job..

at first was quite stress but now... not anymore...

and and and.. one of the brand's pay is so high and good.. feel like joining them.. is really good leh... but change my mind.. coz i just join laneige.. and the laneige is not that bad too... :)

i can't wait for 17 OCTOBER 2008 coz i will be working with lim man yi.. that's gonna be real cool and fun!!! :D

hi ppl...
yesterday i started my first day as a laneige beauty consultant! ;)
the ppl there were great.. but i am still shy to talk to them lah..
tell you something.. it's not as strict as you think..
anyway.. i totally agree that HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY!
the story is too long to tell..
but i am glad i was honest enough to tell my in charge... and not wait for her to find out herself.. being dishonest makes you worry, confuse, tense and disappointed?
diappointed with yourself beacuse you dun have the courage to own up your mistakes... i have been dishonest before.. that's why i noe..
but i am elated that i have change... xD
sometimes is really not hard to own up your own mistakes.. you just need abit of courage... :D

got to get ready for my work.. i and working at 3.00 and ending up at 11.00pm.. wish me luck!!! :)