Christmas party 1

i do hate christmas at times, it is when we have to part with our money spending on gifts. Orchard, the main shopping belt, where we have to squeeze with people, shopping centres packed with ppl, cinemas fulled and chances of getting touched is VERY HIGH... therefore i may like christmas IF we are STAYING AT HOOOMMMMEEEEEE.... and having your love ones around you... :D i really enjoy spending my christmas with my galfriends... XOXO

preparing food..

while waiting for the others... it's MAHJONG time!!

spot a siao eh in the box?

the food was more than enough to fill our hungry stomach...there's still lots of leftover, i mean uncooked food in my fridge, even though we went for the second round about an hour later.. the soup was yum yum... the abalone was nice whether you cook it or eat instantly.. :D ;D and i think my steamboat looks niiiiiiiiiiiiceeeeeeeeeeeee!

christmas's over.. i was glad and thankful for all the blessing and wishes from my friends...of course i was sad and regretful for what i did and get back something similar in return... which left me feeling a tinge of saddness..or rather heartpain... :( :(

anyway.. i had 2 steamboat session on 2 consecutive days.. which i think i will stop eating that for a period of time.. :0 SOOOOOO SCARRRRRRRYYYYY...

pictures on christmas eve!!!

the celebration was just a short one.. so not much pictures... :) but i did have fun with them!! XOXO

hi readers.. sorry for the lack of updates.. been busy with work... :)
anyway.. Merry Christmas to all, wishing you a peaceful and harmonious holiday season! :D
anyway.. my family dun really celebrate Christmas.. so i will be celebrating with some of my friends.. will be steamboat-ing with classmates later.. hopefully, we will have fun.. i think we will coz got me.. haha ;)
sorry for the lack of pictures recently.. too lazy to upload..
but do stay tune.. there will be pictures soon!!! :)
once again, Merry Christmas...

words without meaning

have you ever thought that words like "anything", "ok lol" ,"average" have got no meaning

for example.. what you wanna eat? anything lol
is there food call anything???!!!!

is this clothes nice? ok lol... average

average is what? to buy or not to buy, nice or not nice...??!!

don't you guys feel like this words really have got no meaning...

nice means nice... what's average? 6/10? 7/10?

i like people to give me direct answers.. it's because i am asking for your opinion..and not in return.. i make the decision... toot!!! and if i say.. can you make the decision, why is it always me making the decision..some ppl will say.. i respect you mah.. you like means i like...

RUBBISH... NONSENCE... WHERE GOT SUCH THING... BY DOING THIS.. YOU ARE NOT BEING KIND OR NICE lol..

anyway.. pictures...

i think i look like i am blind here.... ^

my aunt say i look fairer already.. so good.. i have not waste my effort putting sun block and feeling sticky everyday!!! coollllll!!! few more months.. and you will see the result!!! :)

IF YOU THINK YOU CAN, YOU CAN!! =D =D

and and and.. exams' finally over... dun you guys feel that when exams over.. you feel like studying.. and when exams are coming you dun feel like studying... i do have this feeling.. i hate myself feeling so free.. i mean i do have work, holidays and stuff.. but you will somehow.. be out of the studying world....which somehow.. you'll feel bored without with... do you guys feel that? i think i heard NOOOOO.... nvm.. bye!!!

ARGHHH.... i've lost my motivation to study.... i have been lazing around since i woke up.. i have got more to chiong...... MOTIVATION WHERE ARE YOU??? >:

MY NEXT TRIP.... BINTANNNNNNN

a place where you will find peace, tranquility and total relaxation...a place where you can get out of all the pollutions.. and take a deep breath of fresh air... :D :D

hellooooooooo...

working at paragon is so CCOOOOLLLL...i am back with shu again.. the last few weeks we didn't really talk.. but i talk to her alot this few days.. she's so nice.. though she is black face.. :0 but she's leaving next year.. coz shu dun wanna hire part timers anymore.. :(
today got one customer wanna give me a lancome perfume..a small one lah but that's still very nice.. but i rejected that offer.. coz the security guard confirm will say i steal one.. so to be safe i rejected it... and i dun wanna ppl to find me a greedy pig!!!
anyway.. sales was bad as usual... sales is droopppiinggg.....
i really have got nothing to blog this few days.. pictures not nice... so byebye..

it always makes me flying high whenever customers remember my name..
"xuanen..."
"bye xuanen.."
"you remember me?"
"thanks xuanen"
someone who they just saw once or twice.. played a small role in thier life.. yet.. they remember you.. so sweetttt... :D :D :D
it's like.. you just know them.. and yet they feel so close..
is this fate?
haha.. YES YES YES...

ok.. that's all for the day.. night!

boat driving was cool and fun.. i did that today.. but i hate the water splashing on my face.. especially on my hair.. everyone was suppose to drive at a speed of 20 knots.. but i think only i did.. and no one else.. 20 knots is DAMN slow..and everyone drive like a pro.. ANYWAY i love friday.. coz it feels like games day.. nothing much to study.. only Play play play.. next week is jetty jump.. i think i am quite ready for it.. except for my HAIR~~~

this month's work schedule is quite relaxing.. at first i really hate it coz i am only working for 8 days.. that means LESS MONEY.. but now i love it.. 8 days is more than enough.. :D
i love my friends working at orchard.. coz we can have lunch together.. to say it in a better way WE CAN CATCH UP WHILE EATING... NOT MAKING USE OF THEM HOR... haha~~~

until now i am still posting the pics that was taken in hk.. like damn outdated lah.. but bear with it.. coz i really dun have pictures taken recently.. and it feels so bored with a post without pics all the time.. :P

BYEBYE..

was asked to work on saturday just now..
to prevent ppl from saying i am a BIG SHOT.. i AGREED
i will be working sat and sun from 9am to 9pm..
BIG SHOT? nah..

whatever....i am so looking forward to wednesday.. coz i am PLAYING CAPTAIN"S BALL!!
FUN FUUNNNN FFUUUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!! :D :D :D

i want to reborn my hair.. so sick and tired of blowing my hair STRAIGHT..
and it still turns out to be a little curly.. IN A UGLY WAY..

will upload pictures soon.. :) stay tune...

i am never a big shot.. i never am.. and i never feel that i am lol..
whatever i say.. is just in a joking manner.. and i am just being straight - forward and frank..
i mean i dun have to hide my feelings what.. just say what i feel is wrong?
i just dun understand.. why some ppl can misinterpret what i say so WRONGLY..
and some ppl can say things in a serious manner when it is suppose to be in a joking manner..
DUN SAY WHAT YOU ARE UNSURE OF.. COZ THE CONSEQUENCES MAY BE BIGGER THAN WHAT YOU THINK....
sometimes.. ppl just say how bad the person is ..... and they will never follow thier foot steps..
but sometimes.. you unknowingly follow...
and to miss kwok.. dun ever ACT SMART.. ppl will HATE you for that..

i have always wanna forget about the matter.. but i find it so unfair to me.. can you believe a guy SPREADING bad things about a gal.. this is more what a gal will do INSTEAD of a boy... a 18 years old boy! anyway.. he SPREADED that i did not contribute anything in the projects i DID with him.. immediately after i heard this i was like WTF..

the first IDEA project.. i asked you when we doing the project in MSN.. and i dun remember what shitty answer you gave me..
then on that day.. before school in MSN i asked you again.. and you say you and someone do already.. and i REPLIED you.. i thought we same group? why you do, never tell me?
AND YOU SAID YOU DID A LITTLE ONLY... i was pissed.. THEN.. i decided to make 2 slides myself for the project.. BUT YOU USE NONE OF THEM!!! fine!!
it's like you do the project without informing the group? and i DID ask you when we doing...so was it my fault...

the second idea project... i told you about my idea.. and you said my idea not so good.. so i was ok with it .. coz i thought yours is better?
then in school a few hours before our presentation.. we have a few hours break!!!
and i gave you fucking alot of ideas what we can do.. and you said OK.. you CAN PUT IN THE slides.... why not you say.. you just SOLELY wanna use your own idea.. and not others.. coz i dun see my ideas in your slides.. THOUGH you said OK!!!
and you SAID i did not do anything.. if you call that not doing anything.. then i think you got LOTS of PROBLEM WITH YOUR BRAIN!!!

i think you should know who i am talking about!! is YOU!!!!!!!!!! you!!!!!! A******!!!
i was so wrong.. saying how good you were AT FIRST!!!!
i was so wrong.. you *******!!!
and i heard you said" xuanen?" in the class but i was not sure.. but i was more assured when someone told me..you think i wanna do with you meh?!!! fhole....
no character +no looks= no hope!!!
>:/

finally i went nokia care to take my phone back.. hopefully there won't be a need for me to go there AGAIN.. coz i have to wait very long before it's my turn.. WASTE TIME! it's like dun noe how many times already..

some old pictures to share.. pardon for the poor shots.. coz it's taken by my phone! ;)

this game is so fun.. i played it twice.. but i am still a lousy player.. anyone wanna challenge?! ha!

good night peeps! :O

I'm so gonna stick with my present job.. and nothing else.. not going to take a second job.. so tiring.. my face never get a rest whenever i am at work or in school... money sometimes is not everything.. there is no point earning so much.. and making yourself feel so tired everyday.. i am going to loss my friends if i am still gonna make myself work everyday...galfriend, mahjong soon alright? :)

anyway.. yesterday my sales hit $1000.. i am a lucky lucky gal because PARAGON have no customers!!! my colleagues said that i have customer luck!! haha.. hope customer luck can last for forever... ;)

and today.. i had my psychology and conselling lesson.. it's like finally i took the first step to know my classmates.. and i know a FEW... :) i can't always expect ppl to take the first step right?

and just now i went to fix my stupid laptop!! the teacher asked me to make a appointment.. and there is no slots at all.. only at t22.. so i told the teacher that the problem can be solve within minutes.. he said NO...
then i say.. if the students who made a appointment and never come.. can i take thier places? he said NO again...tears then start falling without warning! it's like.. this place is so hard to find.. you wanna me come again? today's weather is so hot and i am carrying so many things you wanna me to come again?..not possible.. and crying sometimes work!! hey.. i not purposely one hor!
so the teacher ask me to write down my name... and i went to sit..
then he help me to solve the problems first.. i was the last to go in but first to leave the room hohoho.. :D

first day of school was a waste of time... i felt nervous.. palms sweating.. heart pumping fast... blur.. werid... yes.. WERID!
and my class was at T1A.. and i THOUGHT T1A is at T4..
when i saw T4 instead of T1A
i was like.. second semester still can get lost..
so i approached the teachers and asked them where is T1A..
i think they find me quite stupid.. coz they just point at the building RIGHT BEHIND ME...
where most of my lessons were held in the first semester... DUMB.. STUPID..

anyway.. today i had my hair cut.. fringe trim... coz i think my fringe looks too thick...hair to0 difficult to manage.. anyway.. have you heard before A FRIEND IN NEED IS A FRIEND INDEED... my first time hearing this was yesterday in my sister's blog.. i think the quote was good... (OMG i am so stupid.. i can only describe it as GOOD.. i can;t think of anything better words)
anyway.. then i ask my sister where she got that quote from.. and she told me she read it from somewhere when she was younger.. and she can remember until NOW.. how can she be so smart..

do you know when i was sec 4.. i do memorise vocabulary for a period of time.. and i have always tried to recall it everyday after i have learn new words? but now.. if you ask me what have i really remember.. i will say NOTHING..

how can things get out of my brain so fast.. so fast.... i hate it man... some people just read it once and they can remember it forever.. i can't....

this is quite a sad post.. but but but.. i still love who i am.. :)

have you ever think how bored will it be.. if you have to work 6 days a week.. and only have 1 day break... if it's for me.. i dun think i can take it... it's so boringggggg...

i prefer working as a part timer.. coz i dun have to work almost EVEERYDAY... i get to have 2 to 3 days break...
so i would like to be a AIR STEWARDESS.. just like my SISTER!!! :) :) :)

yesterday.. a customer make fun of me in front of her friend... RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME... :(

maybe i am too stupid to answer her question.. coz i am a newbie.. so when ppl ask mi question i will take a longer time to think.. so while i am thinking.. i gave her all the rubbish answer... and she say
YOU ALL NOT ANSWERING MY QUESTION...

but.. THE QUESTION SHE ASK IS SO NONE OF HER BUSINESS!!!! is she a MAN?!!!

NO!!!!

but luckily she got buy from me lah!!! haha... :D

and another customer came and ask about our product... and she say SHE DUN NOE WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT.....

so she left and buy from shu instead! :(

hey.. i am still trying... but i still like this job lah.. coz when you say something so convincing, the customer will buy.. or say something that they dun noe.. and they wish to know more... you will feel proud.... and in your heart you will say.. HEYHEYHEY.. I NOE... I AM SO SMART... XD

just came back from work.. got to know 2 friends!!! haha... not that kind of hi-bye friend.. is that kind will talk one.. they are really nice, approachable and PRETTY! :)

I LOVE PRETTY GALS AND HANDSOME BOYS.. XD

i am starting to love my job..

at first was quite stress but now... not anymore...

and and and.. one of the brand's pay is so high and good.. feel like joining them.. is really good leh... but change my mind.. coz i just join laneige.. and the laneige is not that bad too... :)

i can't wait for 17 OCTOBER 2008 coz i will be working with lim man yi.. that's gonna be real cool and fun!!! :D

hi ppl...
yesterday i started my first day as a laneige beauty consultant! ;)
the ppl there were great.. but i am still shy to talk to them lah..
tell you something.. it's not as strict as you think..
anyway.. i totally agree that HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY!
the story is too long to tell..
but i am glad i was honest enough to tell my in charge... and not wait for her to find out herself.. being dishonest makes you worry, confuse, tense and disappointed?
diappointed with yourself beacuse you dun have the courage to own up your mistakes... i have been dishonest before.. that's why i noe..
but i am elated that i have change... xD
sometimes is really not hard to own up your own mistakes.. you just need abit of courage... :D

got to get ready for my work.. i and working at 3.00 and ending up at 11.00pm.. wish me luck!!! :)

hi.. ppl..

did i tell you that laneige had hired me.. did i? nvm

anyway went for thier training.. 7 hours of training.. kinda of boring.. coz lynn had been doing all the talking.. i only have to listen.. what's worst.. there is no 10 minutes break every 2 or 3 hours except for a 1 hour lunch break... :(
anyway.. i like some of their products..hopefully i get thier samples.. :)

feeling kinda of stress coz i have to hit thier sales target.. and of coz recommend the correct type of skincare product to customers..

and more stress when my new colleagues told me that paragon is very strict... but i noe my supervisor's gonna be a great and friendly one.. haha.. i just noe.. my six sense..*wink*

hi.. i'm back.. ha... i know you people must be missing me..:)

i miss you guys too!! :D

anyway.. it was a fruitful trip.. get to see my relatives and buy almost all the things i wanted to buy AT A CHEAPER PRICE!!!XD

let me show you my new husband :)

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sorry for the messy hair.. i just cut my hair lah!

will update soon.. stay tune! :)